hey danielle. there's so many things i want to tell you.
i'm sorry for being such a lousy friend, really. i can't believe i became like that. i don't even know who am i anymore. and yes, sorry for the times where i pretended that i care, and pretended that i love you. i'm really sorry and thank you for forgiving me okay. it's just recently when my morale went down and when i felt inferior and jealous. i can't believe i'm jealous of you, really. maybe i was all these while. and yes, from pastor eugene's sermon about grumbling, i realised i was grumbling all these while. no matter what i do i'll grumble. especially when i'm with you, because you make me feel small and tiny and it's like i don't mean anything. and i know it's wrong to think this way. so finally i woke up and learnt that i should be myself. anyway, no matter how much i wish/hope to be you, i'm still regina. so what's the point anyway. wouldn't i be better off being myself?
and yes, you know how much i love you kay. all the four of you mean to me the most. and please know that i'm always here. you can sms me/call me anytime you want okay. i'm just 8 numbers away. cheerup alright, i know it's hard. but you know you have to stay strong, my dear. everything will be fine in the end. and remember to take good care of your grandma. i love you okay. (:
and yes, this applies to all the other three. yuling, isabelle, zhiqi, i'm just 8 numbers away. you can definitely call/sms me anytime. i wont give the best advice but i can lend you my ear. i love all of you.
cheer up my dear danielle. i love you.
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