seriously, regina

to myself: learn to grow up. this is life. everything turned bad because you became like that. when can you be more mature? it's retarded. grow up please. stop acting like a 3 year old kid who wants candy when you're already 14 going 15. please fucking grow up.

everything will turn out fine. please.

Unhappiness.

i have so many things going through my head: studies, family, jealousy, friendship. i'm going to suffer from a breakdown soon. i really don't want things to be like that. i'm so tired. i hate being such a person. i want the old regina back (i'm sure everyone does)

i don't know what's wrong with me. trying to prove that i can be another person? trying to prove that i don't care? hahaha, what the fuck. seriously.

i love all of you. i really really do. and the last thing i'd want to do is for this friendship to break apart. i don't want to drift apart from you guys. but i don't know who to trust anymore. i'm keeping everything inside and i'm going to die. i don't like to bottle up my feelings but when i tell you guys about my problems, it seem to me that none of you care. i hate that feeling of being rejected. it's killing me. really, it is.

please know that you guys are the best treasure that god has given me and i really really treasure each and everyone of you. i just don't want you guys to feel left out cus i often talk to a person too much, so i chose to kept quiet.

yes, this post is for the 4 of you: danielle isabelle yuling zhiqi. it's up to you for you to believe it or not. i'm just like that. i'm sorry for changing into the new me.

lastly, i love you guys. deep down in my heart.

i want to cry it all out. but there's no tears anymore.

#factsaboutme

Hello. I find it a need to tell you all these in case you guys misunderstand me.

when i'm upset, i don't talk to anyone.
- i have time of the month.
- i'm sad about something.
- i'm jealous get it.

hi yuling. does that look like me this morning/afternoon? yeah i was having the time of the month and i'm jealous. kthxbye

Geography.

CHIO RIGHT! RIVER!

Meander!

Oxbow lake!

WATERFALL. omg chio ttm.

<3!

Thombolites!!!!

It's so nice to see all these pretty nature stuffs on Earth.

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i miss you. i need you right now, alot more than you know.

via @yoursuniquely.

i dont know why but i felt sad out of a sudden. for no reason, i just feel like crying. i must be crazy.

it's just one of those days when i feel so pathetic, and unwanted.

I MUST.

changed my blogsong, i love you jj. to the maximum. :)

break the wall, god. love you. (:

I'll take back what I've said.

i'll take back what i've said. i gave up on everything. i couldn't care less anymore. i'll hold back my tears.

i love maths to the fucking max.

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i need to stop feeling inferior. i need to stop being jealous. i need to know that i am special. i need to know that i can do anything through christ who strengthens me. i need my faith back. i need you, god.

imma be a good student ^-^

3J.

well i cant say that 3J's the best class but i know everybody tries their best to be the best! (: but they cant be compared with dearest 2D man.

i'm happy to know that i have super great teachers. well except my f.teacher, i guess she's gonna hate me for my folded skirt. hahahaha what to do, i'm not a super good student but i've been doing my best kay! paying attention in every single class. but i still dont understand what's geog all about, kay only abit dont understand la.

school was quite tiring cus of ccas and all these rush over banding(s) but overall it's still okay. but i need help~ on phy and chem spa cus i dont understand what mr gad and miss mok's talking. ): sadkid1996!

andandand, this shall be my last post in jan since i wont be using the comp. shall face my books instead~ come on get into my head. i love you.

k g'night all (:

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, I GOT MY BB BOLD! (Y)(Y)(Y) thanks daddy!!!!
(p/s: and pls dont use me i dont like it ty.)

OHYA! happy birthday wanyu jiejie! please last long with my bro! i want you to be my sister-in-law hehehehehe;)

2011.

kay i'm late alr, it's like the third day of jan 2011 le. school's reopening tomorrow and i'm super super excited for it, i wanna know whose our form teacher, whose our subject teachers and most importantly the classmates in 3J! 2011's gonna be a great year. (:

and countdown party on 31st dec was awesome too!! :)
just went to lms, wanting to check the timetable. it feels so weird to see that i'm no longer part of 2D, everything we did became empty now.
alright shall stop thinking bout 2D now! shall sleep soon! have a great year everyone! :)