30/10

see that extra sharon ng yu hui behind? :p

i miss 2D, i want school i dont want holidays. ):

yesterday, went to SMUDGEstore with danielle. ^^ after that went to walk around and reached hub around 7 to watch 'You Again' hehehe.

okokokok supposed to go library with danielle today to borrow books but it's raining now 哗啦啦啦啦下雨了~ so might not be going. argh i need entertainment!

okaynowzbyez.

mfss 2d'10

Mr Lim's history lessons.

Sec 1 Camp 2009.

Sec 2 2010 Artmazing Race.

Sec 2 Camp 2010.

Choir Concert 2010.

Teachers Day 2010.

it's best known that 2D was the worst in like, everything. we never once got first in anything. but so what, that makes us unique in our own way. i'll never ever forget this lovable class. it's like, just a few months ago we were just promoted to sec 2, everybody were still abit immature. like a few months ago we were having artmazing race, sec 2 camp. i'll always remember all these. talking to zhiqi about the sec 1s, highing in class, singing and sharing secrets in class with danielle. talking about you with danielle and isabelle. going to the yog ocr together with dan belle qi. taking bus with danielle every morning. spilling water all over myself in class. calling jiahui and sharon retarded. having fun with qi, chikiat and jeddave in chinese class. eating in class, sleeping in class. disturbing desmond and him disturbing me, calling me short. song calling me his baobao, yulong pinching my cheeks. messing up weileong's hair. calling chuanwei brother. bullying junhui. talking back to the teacher, especially during Lit class. having fun in PE. calling kwantyng helmet and guanting. asking bailu and kwantyng to sing. painting the yog banner. joking with zhaoyi. talking to corliss and isabelle about Sooyoung and JJ. making fun of belle. dan belle qi making fun of me. taking unglams in the canteen with zhiqi. choir concert with 2D. chinese musical with zhiqi. laughing with Wang Lao Shi. History lessons with Mr Lim.

everything just passes so quickly. it happened like, yesterday. time flies. it really does. everything happened in just a blink of eye. i will miss those times we had together. 2D'10, us. goodluck everybody, i wish you guys all the best in your future endeavours and hope you guys have fun in your class next year. i love each and single one of you because everybody plays a part in 2D that makes the whole class united.

i love 2D - the love of my life.

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the incite mill 7 days. :)
caught this movie with yixuan and hweeting! it's a nice movie, shall rate it 4.5/5. hehe.

today's such an emotional day. i really cant bear to leave 2D. ): i feel like crying again ohnooooo ): hope there's really a chalet on the 8th to 10th. i'm already missing highing in class. ):

i don't know how to be strong, when my love has to move on.

open house is finally over (Y) it's so tiring having to report to the music room at 6.45, especially for me cus i usually wake up at 6.30. :/ it's fun playing in the music room though, learnt a few new songs, hehe. ^^ i love saxy ~

alright, after 2 days of open house, which i think it's a total waste of time performing for the primary 6s, i hope i can spend time with 2D tomorrow, since it's the last day of school. i hope the high achievers tea wont last so long.

outing with hweeting and yixuan tomorrow? :)

ever since you've said goodbye.

open house today, k we were playing the same song over and over again and i kept repeating the same mistakes over and over again. how bad is that, tsk. lol. had sep today, freaking tired. but it was fun tho. bought koi with kimberly after sep.

there's only like 3 days left to spend with 2D, and there's no time to spend with them cus of open house. and wtf? still got what stupid rehearsal on thursday, and it's the last day of school. there's no need for this seriously, just get on stage get the certificate and leave immediately. waste time only. wtf.

i'm so tired of this unmeaningless schedule of everything. damn no-life. i wanna do something meaningful.
goodluck for your o levels, ily. it's a pity you don't.

i love teo yixuan to the max. :)

tzuhan

bon voyage, we'll all miss you. i thank god we've been friends for at least this year, cus we weren't exactly that close last year. thank god for everything we've done together though there aren't many. please jiayou in japan alright, i wish you all the best and hope you'll have a great time there. do always know that we'll be all here waiting for you to come back with a great future. we all love you, god bless. take care.

xoxo, regina.


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i wanna take poa, so frigging bad~

22/10

happy birthday marilyn :)

today, i'm supposed to be happy, but after i've found out about this, i don't feel happy anymore.
thanks alot man. seriously. making me fall so deep and doing this.
i don't know how to differentiate what's wrong and what's not now. i'm so tired uh. i didn't know this was how you felt in the first place. i thought you were serious, but it turned out now. i guess i should've known from the start. hahaha i feel so stupid.


but i cant bring myself to be angry with you.

fourteen.

i'm finally fourteen, grown up already. :D started my day with alvan suddenly popping out behind me when i'm preparing to go in the lift. he bought a small cake and one box of present which contains i-dont-know-whats-that. hehe, thank you thank you! rushed to school and was late, hehe detention during my birthday, cool hor! :D

then slowly one by one they gave me presents. 2D even sang 'happy birthday' to me. hehe thanks much! :D since danielle, isabelle and zhiqi have cca, i went home. hehe. reached home and saw alvan's present! got one robot from SMUDGEstore! JJ'S STORE YOU KNOW! HAPPY LIKE MAD! thank you x2 :D

going to eat at thomson plaza later with cousin and co. thank you everybody! :D
i just hope i can be happy today, really.
lastly, thank you alvan cher ~ hehehe. thanks so much man! :D

thank you for remembering my birthday. it really means alot to me, although i feel hurt whenever i see your name. i really miss you, but i know you still love her. it's a fact that can't be changed. sigh. yesterday i even cried because of you. i find myself stupid. maybe i am. but thanks for everything. i still love you.

):

Just as i thought i've been strong by not looking for you on facebook and not reading your blog, i stumbled upon your profile on facebook. I cant help but start to look at your photos again, suddenly, i heard something breaking, and i realised it was me, not anybody else.

I'm so foolish, i've told myself for the umpteenth time not to think about you, but i cant. And i start to wonder if you even remembered me. Then, i started to think about the past. The memories still stays there, without fading even a single bit. Wtf? My heart sank again. It was an unbearable thought of all these. I managed to hold back my tears since mommy was here. Pretending to be strong really sucks, although i seem to be happy most of the times, i'm not. Deep down inside, it's killing me. I really cant take all these shit anymore. Why cant i just delete you from my mind just like how i delete a message. It's hard, and once again, i'm on the verge of breaking down. It hurts, really. Oh god, please help me, there's nothing else i would wish for.

torn apart.

so sick and tired of my life, i mean, so what if i get good results. hahaha my head's spinning. i think i'm over-stressing myself. i don't know why am i doing this to myself. maybe lazing around at home makes me think of more stuffs, no wonder i have white hair already. okay i need to chill and give myself a break from all these.

oh ya, 2D got last for the interclass games, again. hahaha mr ng said that 2D has the record of getting first, from the bottom. wtf lol but then again, true enough. well shall not stop ranting of being a referee today, got scolded from the people of 2G, just for being slow. yeah yeah i'm slow you go pick the ball yourself la. zz make my mood bad only, ass.

k enough of ranting i shall got and pompomz now. bye.

20/10/2010.

JJ :)

English: B4.
Maths: A1
Chinese: A2.
Science: A1.
Geography: A1.
Home Econs: A1.
Literature: A2.

6As 1B. i'm happy with my results. it's the first time ever i've gotten so many As. heh, tomorrow's the day. i don't feel anything eh, it's a normal day actually.. hahaha. shall stay at home tml after school and sleep for the whole day or maybe be a couch potato, since there's nothing much to celebrate anyway, and nobody's there to celebrate with. heh. :D

oh yeah, tzuhan's leaving. tomorrow will be her last day in school. i'll definitely miss her. tomorrow marks the saddest day of this year as my good friend's leaving, okay maybe not very good friend but still, she's leaving. i'll miss her so much ): sigh.

anyway holidays are coming soon, which means that we're all leaving soon, sigh. there's nothing to be happy about in October. ):

i want to go back to the time during kimberly's chalet, lying down on the sand, looking at the moon and the stars, reminiscing the past. where i cried saying i didn't want to leave 2D. i will really miss everything in 2D. sigh.

stop it. it's torturing me. you'll never know how i feel whenever i see her. it's like being stabbed in the heart okay. can you just leave me alone please.

shattered pieces

happy to say, i'm pleased with all my results. got back all of my papers except literature, and i hope i can at least get a B3. i'm still not very happy with my chinese, why did i get A2 instead of A1. sigh. alright, i've done my best and i shall not brood over it, since i've gotten a A. well, people say i can make it for 3I, but i really don't know if i should take combined science or double science. i wanna take amaths and poa but i cant take both if i'm going to double science. shall check out the poa textbook before making my choice ba, alright, shall announce my results here tml after getting back my literature paper, hope i wont fail. :)

hi, you've graduated yesterday, hahaha, i wont see you in school anymore. i guess i shall let time be the doctor and heal all these. sigh, i still do miss you. but, you've changed, and i know that we wont be same as the past. thanks for the memories.

my friends say i'm hardworking, actually doing corrections for those that i've done wrong when there isn't a need to do. but actually, doing all these make me feel better, at least i wouldn't have the time to think of some unnecessary stuffs.

infinite arrows piercing through my heart.

after 1234567890 years, i finally met with kimberleytan. i really really really wanna keep in touch with her man, she's the most retarded friend i ever have, laughing over silly stuffs, even if it's not funny. i love her so much man, and her super failed english, her super funny diary, her cold jokes that never fails to make me smile, a genuine one.

got back 3 of my results today, i'm happy with it.

i realised, during my birthday, i have to spend it alone, sleeping at home. everybody's having cca. why can't band be on thursday, at least i wouldn't have to spend it all alone. pretty ironic huh, i'm a lonelygirl96. sigh.

i feel like crying again, whenever i think of you. i really cant take this anymore. i'm ugly i'm unfriendly, unlike her. she's cute and she's so friendly. no wonder you like her, well. there's no point holding onto this, because i must learn to face the reality, i must know that, we've all changed.

do you remember

Be strong reg, god is with you. You still have many great friends, why be sad over these, it's totally not worth it.

Bye, be happy with her. :)

i feel nothing but pain now. i feel tears tickling down my cheeks. God please help me i need you now.

17/10

it's enough, or rather, i had enough. i won't think of you ever again.
when i read your blog post, the first thing first i knew you were talking about her. then, my face showed a weird smile; my heart sank. i could literally hear it break it into a million pieces. i'm trying to control my tears. it's hard, really it is. i had enough of this. i can't let myself fall. i must be happy. i will.

Maybe it's better if I wasn't me.

Maybe, all I need is a change, a change in everything?
Maybe I really should.
What happen if I really did?

It's just one of those days when I wonder where my life is taking me to.

The child's eye.

Caught the child's eye with Zhiqi, Jeddave, Pearl, Shawn, Licy, Yuanye, Bryan, and Lemuel. It's a nice movie, but quite scary tho. HAHA esp at the doghuman son part hor @Zhiqi! :D

Exams are finally over. I don't feel happy though. Knowing that CCA will start soon, and it'll be holidays soon. Streaming results will be back too. We'll be leaving 2D, and I don't want it to come so soon. I'll definitely miss 2D, sigh.

Imma be happy in 2D. I will miss 2D.

心跳 :D

Today's the last day of exam, okay to be exact, thr last day of all the important subjects. Tomorrow's home econs, cant be bothered with it.

Well what can i say, i did my best for all my papers, that's for sure. I know the results might be disappointing but so what, i've done my best:D

Finished watching 原来我不帅. I love JJ to the max man :D i wanna go smudgestore!!):

Okay shall watch unstoppable marriage soon:D
I love JJ i love JJ i love JJ!

Jiayou, wan.

):

I feel useless. I cant do anything right.
Much as i wish i could be like you, good in maths, in science, in everything, i cant. Im dumb, i cant do anything.
I wanna be like you, i want to forget everything...

But everything, every memory i had with you just cant leave my mind..

It just hurts knowing that.....

You dont even care anymore.
I really miss you.

Mathematics♥

TOMORROW'S MATHS.


and I still don't understand this..........

POLYGONS SUCKS.

Nevermind, I shall do my best tomorrow and let God do the rest.
It's 10/10/10 today, have you made your wish?
I did, but I doubt it'll ever come true.

Goodbye.

I want to close my eyes and realise I'm right beside you. Everything will be just right. Right time, right moment.

101th.

):

I need to talk to you so badly, you'll never know, seriously.
I know I must concentrate on my EOY now, but I can't. I can't do anything right. I feel dumb. I need a break man. I need it. I dont have any dreams anymore. I don't even feel like going to 3I already. I've totally lost interest in like, everything. My life sucks, really.

I want to go back to the past, where we both don't know each other. I'm so tired.
Imy.

原来我不帅,

• Officially over and done with Chinese and English.
  
• Chinese and English Paper 1 sucked.
• English Paper 2 was fine, it's the first time I didn't sleep during the paper.
• Chinese Paper 2 was okay too.
• Had some misunderstanding with Isabelle. Sorry(x4) suju hehe.
• Maths and Literature paper is on Monday.
• I cant be bothered to care about Literature, I can fail all I want.
• There'll be a Maths thingy by the stupid MOE on 20th October and I have to go -.-
• I will go and pompom and study Maths now.
• I love JJ and Sooyoung.
• I miss you.

Bye.

Maybe,

Maybe I was wrong, maybe I shouldn't love you. Maybe I would have felt better w/o you. Maybe.....


But I've never regretted all these, imy.

编号89757

#octoberwish
I wanna be happy this month. I don't wanna be sad. I must be a happy girl this month. I will be.