如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心,

Hello, band was tiring today. New score, super difficult. I wasn't even playing anything at all la, the speed was like 169, damn fast. I can't even play the speed at 150. -.-
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Let f be fish. I fishing hate you. I fishing hate you for entering into my life. I fishing hate you for making me miserable, thinking of this and that all the time. Fishing hate you for making me feel bad, making me feel like dying. Fishing hate you for making me cry. I fishing hate that this is the reality. I fishing hate this that happened. I fishing want the past to be back. I hate that this became like that. I fishing hate it for happening this time, disrupting me from studying for streaming. Please fish out of my life. I fishing want to see you but it makes me sad. I'm fishing tired of this shit. Seriously please let me be the old Regina. I fishing hate myself now. It's so fishing tiring trying to understand how you actually feel. It's fishing tiring seeing you in school. Please get out of my mind.

FUCK.

I cant believe that even JJ cant cheer me up. It's all thanks to you.