Please wake up.

Hi. Today's the last day of August. September's starting tomorrow. You forgotten and I'm tired plus disappointed.

I miss 1E4'09 to the max. Those times in Beatty. Argh.

Daddy,

At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream.
You thanked him by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons.
You thanked him by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to
football to one birthday party after another.
You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to
the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked him by waiting until he left the house.

When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was becoming.
You thanked him by telling him he had no taste.

When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug.
You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car.
You thanked him by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, he was expecting an important call.
You thanked him by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus
carried your bags.
You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he told you
how deep he loved you.
You thanked him by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him . u
thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their
children.

And then, one day, he quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.
If you love your dad, reblog this.
If you don't, shame on you.

49.

(via definefashion)

Step up 3 was awesome. :)
Study date with Danielle and Isabelle tomorrow *prays that I'll not think of anything else*

Tired to the max and my stomach hurts.

)':

who am i. sometimes i really wonder who am i. what happened to the old me. whenever i look at the mirror, i see my own image, then i'll start to see my emotionless face. and it used to be smiling everyday in the past. what happened to me. i don't like this either. i don't like to face the fact that i've changed and that you're already move on. because i don't believe this. i want the old me to be back. the old regina who always smiles without faking. i don't like this. i really don't like this. i'm sorry isabelle. i'm really sorry. i didn't know i changed that much. i'm tired too. i'm sorry. i'm really sorry.

Freakshow.

Damn I'm addicted to Bonamana. Shit my life. It's stuck in my head for like. 2 days?!

你让真爱转动,

(via papertissue)

yellowyellowyellowz! church was fine today. during sermon, fell asleep when that super weird guy is acting+preaching at the same time. i don't understand what he talking, and i doubt any teens understand. next sunday is cell's bbq. happyhappyhappy! and up next is the wild chase. yippeeeeeee. :)

after church went to dan's house with jingyi, played with amber ^^ she's so cute man hehehehehe. :) and i finished my packet of blueberry rock sticky. ): love it so much mannnn.

): i'm tired.

Retro physical

Thank you Jesus. I'm truly amazed at your work. You're amazing. Thanks for being there when I needed you. I can't feel you but I know you're with me. Thanks for my family my friends my cell and thank you for fcbc youthnet. Hope you'll continue to bless youthnet :) thanks for controlling my temper today. I love you Jesus.

Hee you know what? I almost quarrelled with mommy today. Thanks to my dumb temper. But, thank God mommy managed to 忍 me and I said sorry to her. Peace :) thanks god. :D

雨都停了天都亮了我们都还不懂.

sticky day:)
hope you like your super belated birthday present from me!

i wonder how my life would be in sec3. after leaving 2d. will the 4 of us remain the same? will we still be close? hopefully.

anw thanks belle for lending me the book. hehe it's awesome and i cant wait to read the second one :D

okay fun day today with @Zhiqizhiqi and now i need to go and study alr!! HOW HOW HOW. STRESS STRESS STRESS.

btw,
hello kimberley xmm, i'm your jiejie and you have to smile. if not i'll skin you alive and you'll die hehehehehehez. smile and be happy okay. there's no point being sad over a stupid jerk that only cheat your feelings. you must be happy be happy be happy okay. you'll be fine and i know you'll do better without him in your life. you're the best girl i've ever met and i hope you'll find someone better k. ainiyiwannian!

jiayou. god will be with you. in everything you do. goodluck for your exams.

虽然分开的理由我们都已接受

I feel useless. It's the fifth time already. Why can't i learn my lesson and not to be so careless ): well today was fine. Quite happy in band today:) cus we were with the juniors :D people like chesssy and Edmund. Crazy ppl heh. But I likey!(Y)

mom bought me the itouch loudspeakers. xiexiettm ainiyiwannian! Macs forn dinner and saw dan's bro.

I realised all those wishes i've made on 11.11 were about you. For your upcoming exams, for you to be happy. Then I realised I'm the silliest fool in the whole wide world waiting for you. But I didn't have a choice. Idw this. Irdw. I want us to be happy. So since I can't be happy now, I'll still pray for you silently and hoping you'll know how much I think of you everyday.

I need to breathe.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn, but that's alright because I like the way it hurts.

God please kill me instead of remembering all those things that happened. It'll change me. Torture me. Stop this please. I'm tired. Seriously. God please....... Please. I'm begging you.

Can somebody kill me please. I don't feel like living anymore. It's just living in fear, in sadness, God I don't want to break down and cry again. I just want to be happy and die peacefully. Please.

JJLin.

Hello JJ, continue to rock on! :) Hope you'll make more awesome music and continue making Singapore proud! And, TGFY. :) God bless you! Love you ttm X.

useless.

终于看开爱回不来，而你总是太晚明白

Sorry Isabelle Danielle Zhiqi for always being emo and making you all cheer me up. I'm so sorry I didn't want it. Anw love you guys ;) Thanks for being there for me.

Fisher.

Hi bastard. There's so many things that I want to say about you.

1. You're really awesome. All those two-timed relationships you had. Don't make me puke my dinner out.
   
2. You're really such a nice guy. Wanting to patch up with her after breaking up with one of your victim.
3. You're so nice, so sweet, so handsome, please seriously go take a look at your own BEAUTIFUL face before flirting with girls.
4. Seriously get away from her life.

Hi, need me to intro? I'm Regina, 14, Mayflower Sec you can come and find me anytime. I don't really want to make a big fuss out of this shit but since it concerns her. You're seriously acting like one big shit, thinking you're so handsome huh flirting with so many girls, two-timing others? Seriously grab a mirror and look at yourself. Stop acting like you're so handsome and all girls will fall for you okay. It's just your honeyed words that make girls fall for you, I mean who wouldn't?

And seriously since both of them found out about your scandal why bother trying make them come back to you. You broke off with A first then broke off with B now asking A for patch, what a horrible person? I mean seriously you're such a jerk. You make me feel like killing you and slapping you ten times over. You don't even deserve both of them since they're so nice. And they're friends too. So what huh you're trying to break their friendship? Oh shit off man seriously. You're way too overboard. You shouldn't even be a guy, you should be a girl instead. Imagine some guy doing that to you, how would you feel?

You're such a jerk you shouldn't even live in this world at all you don't deserve girls crying over you.

A, Listen to me, don't ever agree to patch with him. Since there's a first time, there will be another time. Don't be so stupid. You're smarter than me. And you totally deserve somebody better than him. You're a wonderful person. Don't let this jerk ruin your life. Just study hard. Take care.

Masquerade.

In this society, everybody is using everybody.

Unwanted.

情绪莫名的拉扯.

不能握的手，从此匿名的朋友.

if you ever knew.

Sometimes I start to think.. I start to wonder why the hell am I studying so hard for. It's really stupid. Sometimes I just want to fail everything. So tired of working hard for my own future. Yes it's for my own good I know. But it's like you don't even seem to appreciate everything I've done to gain a smile from you. Every time when I get good results you don't even seem to care. You just nod your head and give those oh-i-don't-really-care look. Then, I'll start to think why am I slogging my guts out, and studying like some freak.

I'm supposed to be happy today because I've improved for Sa1 and Common tests. But I can't seem to smile at all.

This is stupid why am I thinking of all these. I'm studying for myself. God please take away those negative thoughts away from my mind.

请你请你告诉我,

(via papertissue)

Yellowz today was fine. I felt abit sian and empty when there isn't any Maths lesson. And Chinese lessons were as awesome as before because we were slacking. Chatted with Zhiqi, Jeddave and Chikiat during Chinese lessons. Hehz they're so cool :)

Band was tiring today sigh marching. Freaking hate marching. They make my legs so tired and they go jelly jelly ~

I cant believe how much I've changed after I left Aitong. My attitude changed my personality changed. I became bitchier. My attitude sucks now. I don't like it. I want the old Regina back. The good and happy girl.

Oh ya seriously mom if you insist of having bread for every dinner I'll kill myself because I.need.to.eat. I love food.

PRANK SUCCESS.

No fullstops ps

Ohmygod Zhiqi you're so dumb I cant believe I'm laughing my ass out I mean literally you're so dumb that you cant even differentiate between me joking and me serious anyway im happy i can fool you behind the screen you know everytime see you and isabelle's dumb face i'll laugh and this is to get you back for bullying me everyday or maybe it's the opposite hahahahha this is dumb okay i love you dont be sad okay you know im joking this is hilarious i cant stop laughing hope you had a fun time playing with me i cant imagine how your face look like when you thought i was angry this is damn funny i can be a drama queen please support me okay

LOVE YA STAY HAPPY XOXO REGINA

Mensuration!

I cant believe I'm saying this. But I kinda like Mensuration now. Whenever I figure out how to do the question I'll be happy. Happykid96. Heehee.
After school went to mac and ate lunch with Dan Yuling and Tamilyn. After that went to study at Thomson Plaza with Danielle. Finished maths homework. Happy ttm!! :) Guaikidguaikid!

Hey Bestfriend,

I've plenty of things to tell you. Miss you to the max.

YOUTHNET 40 DAYS OF FAITH.

C'mon everyone watch this 4 videos ^^





♥ fcbc youthnet.

)':

I'm so tired of my life.
I'm actually anticipating for the day when I'll die I guess it'll be the happiest day of my life. Or maybe it's because I'm feeling like this now. Then, I'll be finally gone. I'll finally be able to let go of the things I've been trying to hide all along. All those unhappiness will be gone. And when will that be? God please take me away.

I'll be better in a few hours time. It happens all the time.

Fml.

You cant because you're my good friend. What you've said totally hurt me.

You'll never know how I actually feel. It's not that I don't want to tell you. It's because there's totally no point at all. It's my own personal thoughts, not the truth. And I seriously don't know what's wrong with me. Scared of this and scared of that. Forget it. Don't let this thing dampen your mood. It's not worth it. Seriously, just don't care about me.

delusional thoughts,

(via definefashion)

Yellowz, yesterday I finished the compo on 朋友, hehz hehz hehz. Still need to write one more, and copy science and geography notes! :)

About 2 more months to Streaming. Stress. I can't wait for it to be over. Get this over and done with. Jiayou everybody:)

Going to IKEA later on, byez.

Today,

I finally reflected on myself. All the wrongdoings I've done. All those hurtful, sarcastic words I've said to others. All those empty promises I made. I feel so..... Useless out of a sudden. It's just like.. I can't handle my own problems. And I have to make people sad with me whenever I'm sad. It's just so tiring living. So many obstacles you have to overcome in life. So many heartwrenching events in life that you have to face even though you don't feel like. Ups and downs in life. As time passes, I realised what we actually are doing for living is just to overcome each and every problem that comes to you. And not running away from the problem. Because we'll never success if we continue to run away from the actual problem of the situation.

I'm sorry for those that I've vented my temper on. Silly me. I should have stopped myself. In Term 4, I'll refrain from using vulgarities, and to curb my bad temper. To study hard and not to let anything affect me. That's my goal. I should start working hard towards this.

Thanks Isabelle for everything. I'll pray for you girl. God bless love ya.
"别人可以, 你不可以,因为你的话很伤人. "

For when I'm weak then I am strong.

Electrifying hot. ♥

HelloYellowBellow I'm back from band practice! hehhhhhhh, tired :x Gonna take a little nap before waking up to study again. Tons of homework piling up. Stress stress stress! And the compo I did yesterday. Teacher say I didn't write direct speeches and I have to redo the whole compo. Gahhhh, now I've two compos undone and Literature homework and my own self study notes plus assignment! ):

Oh during Literature today I cried, only Danielle know what happened. I suddenly thought of my grandpa and how he treated me when I was young. Totally regretted not visiting him more often. So people, treat your grandparents right! Don't regret when they're gone! (:

No more emo posts. I must stop thinking of all these shit. There's no point thinking of these anw, shall post all emo stuffs about you on Private Blog instead of here. :)



Toodles!

所有的悲伤请往边靠,

(via motherchuckerr)

I guess everybody have to change one day. So move on with life, it's possible to live. What you should be doing now should be... Studying. Not thinking of all these unrelated shit that will affect you. Move on, you can do it. I must study hard and listen in class. I must stop thinking of you. Must stop thinking of impossible scenes. I can do it. 加油:)

Lesson's are fine today. Mensuration sucks.

如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心,

Hello, band was tiring today. New score, super difficult. I wasn't even playing anything at all la, the speed was like 169, damn fast. I can't even play the speed at 150. -.-
-
Let f be fish. I fishing hate you. I fishing hate you for entering into my life. I fishing hate you for making me miserable, thinking of this and that all the time. Fishing hate you for making me feel bad, making me feel like dying. Fishing hate you for making me cry. I fishing hate that this is the reality. I fishing hate this that happened. I fishing want the past to be back. I hate that this became like that. I fishing hate it for happening this time, disrupting me from studying for streaming. Please fish out of my life. I fishing want to see you but it makes me sad. I'm fishing tired of this shit. Seriously please let me be the old Regina. I fishing hate myself now. It's so fishing tiring trying to understand how you actually feel. It's fishing tiring seeing you in school. Please get out of my mind.

FUCK.

I cant believe that even JJ cant cheer me up. It's all thanks to you.

滥用沉默咆哮.

^ He's so cute like wtf?!

HEHE. Got back Home Econs results today. Another A1! (: So currently have 3A1s. Better jiayou oh! Buck up buck up! :)

-
imy.

~

JJ WENT TO WATCH 雨季! ^^

It's you. yes YOU.

(via definefashion)

I miss you, the old you, the way you treated me, the way you cared for me… But now you’re gone, everything’s changed, I’ve regretted for not cherishing you when you’re still here for me.

I want to go back to how we used to be. We were so close, we’ll never be again.

(via sgsecrets)

This is exactly how i feel right now. God please......

Like, omg baby.

(via motherchuckerr)

Got me like, baby baby baby.

Hello. Lessons were fine today. (:
I saw you. Bye.

)':

I'm feeling down again.
Somebody please make me happy. I'm tired of this.

泪水 将我淹没 到底谁该难过.

Hello hello! Church today was awesome. 24th anniversary of FCBC! :)
&Danielle came to church today. Yippeeee. Hope you had fun! :)
Oh Youthnet's awesome. :) Damn awesome. We're going to have our own Youthnet service with the resources provided during November!! Yippeeeee! (Y) Rock on man Youthnet! And service was awesome. coolz to the max!

Kk, I love Youthnet!!! :)
-

Hi imy, bye.

Just get back up as you're tumbling down, down, down.

(via papertissue)

Okay fine the last post was about JJ! my love love love! (:
Anw today went out with Danielle to Bugis. To study k. So guai right ~
& tomorrow Danielle's coming to church with me! YIPPEEEE. Shall intro them to cell! (:
-
Sian la, why am I thinking of all these shit again. It's irritating. Since you've moved on, why cant I? I thought you actually cared about this shit. It turned out that you didn't care. Oh well I'll never mean as much as you mean to me. It's impossible for me to forget this shit.

FML.

JJ FUSION!

I think this entire post will be on JJ! :D



OMG YOU KNOW JJ RAN WITH THE TORCH. AND I DIDN'T KNOW!!!!! HE RAN YTD! ARGH I SHOULD HAVE WENT TO SEE!!! :(



ARGHHHH I WANT TO SEE HIM ARGH I WANT TO SEE HIM I WANT TO SEE HIM!!!

“能够当青奥运的火炬手我觉得是很大的荣幸、很大的喜悦。尤其是因为在跑的过程，跑之前认识到其他的火炬手。轮到我的时候我觉得会有一点紧张，因为你不知 道你看到的第一个画面会是怎样。那我看到的的哦一个画面是大家拿着3星旗子的画面时，我觉得是一种归属感，因为是自己人。我觉得那感觉是非常荣幸，非常开 心。” - JJ.


Sad sad sad, i didn't get to see him!! But nevermind, continue to rock on and make more music! Loads of love! X

Found some other videos on JJ! :*





You're forever cute man, ROCK ON! \m/! ♥

让你能多看我一眼.

(via papertissue)

Got back lit results today. 11/20. kinda expected it.
Anw today's art lesson was fun :)
-

I shouldn't write out about how I feel here. Private blog, I've got so much to rant on you.

我好想你,真的真的很想念你.

我不再逃, 空虚日子这一路都在熬.

(via definefashion)

HELLO!
Yesterday went for the Chinese concert with Zhiqi! Hehe. In the end we went. It was awesome! :)

Today, I've got back most of my results. Left Home Ec, Lit and Art.
I'm quite happy with my results la *prouds* surprisingly, I can still study with all those things bugging me. Thank God, PTL :)

Eng: 12/20.
Maths: 30/35.
Chinese: 45/50.
Science: 34/50.
Geog: 17/30.

My maths!!! I almost can get full marks but then I careless. ): the graph question never put the 2 co-ordinates. wah. super careless (N) nvm jiayou! :)

And I've got a super strong feeling that I'll fail Lit. Uh, I don't really care about Lit anyway, stupid Benjamin -.-

Well nevermind, I'm happy enough :)

Late for school today, going detention tml. After school today went to Danielle's house to play with Amber, cutiepie. :)
-

So, today i saw you again. Wah, we're seriously like strangers. What's wrong with this shit. You'll never know how painful it is to have mixed feelings - one to see you and another not to. Seeing you makes me happy for one second, but after that, the pain comes. You'll never know. I want to share my happiness with you. But there's no point. Since you don't even care, I shouldn't care much.


*WAVES* HELLO NG ZHI QI. *AHEM* HELLO NG ZHI QI.

It's beyond our control when people change.

(via celebritythoughts)

Hi it's a boring day again. Days without school sucks. I miss school. T.T
I hope tomorrow's going to be fun. Going to some Chinese Concert with @Zhiqizhiqi! December rain right, aiya I don't know what's that. Sian Zhiqi's mom don't allow her go.

I think I should go and study now right. Since I've nothing to do.
Oh yeah you know what. I was surfing the net then I ended up viewing our past chats on Mozilla again. Wah how sweet it was. Now, we're like totally strangers. I guess even if we meet, we wouldn't even say hi, or maybe we won't even smile at each other. I don't like it man. Seriously. You shouldn't have even appeared in my life. It's so tiring trying to figure out what you're thinking at times. And it's tiring waiting for you to talk to me first. I shall make that and impossible wish because it'll never happen. It's enough, I'm tired. Somebody kill me please.

你快乐吗, 想代替你回答.

The truth is tearing up my heart, I cant recognize this place. The endless road, without a stop sign, cant even find a stranger this time. Why am I still holding back my tears, in this loneliness there's nothing to fear. Every chords still seem a wonder, how we could be together. Every time I asked if this would be the last. Why am I still talking to myself, hoping you would have the keys to my cell. Every song might calm the weather, but it just draws me deeper. How do I get out of this I think, I never will.

I'm bored and I'm seriously tired of my life. Omg it's just like shit. Eat, shit, study, tv, computer, sleep. Nothing else. Sometimes I wonder if anybody actually understands me. Oh God please take me away. I'm so tired of this unpredictable life. I'm so tired of this useless and boring life, full with quarrels, unhappiness.

And I'm here giving people advice. But deep down inside I need advice myself too. It's just I don't know whom can I pour all my troubles, my doubts, all my heart-felt feelings to. I can't find one. I totally hate myself. I'm always negative. Nothing I do is positive. Everyday I tell myself 'I can do it' but actually 'I cant' always appear in my mind. I think all my friends can't stand me for being negative. I wanna be a positive person, like what Pastor always ask us to be. But I can't. I totally need a counselor to counsel me. Totally impossible for me to handle all these alone. I want a break. A break from everything. I feel like breaking down. I feel like dying.

How I wished I can turn the clock back to right it was supposed to be, when I met you, when I knew you. I'll erase everything I don't like to make myself happy. How I wished I could fly back to the past too. To remove all those unhappiness. From the day you stopped talking. Too bad that's not going to happen. Happiness only happens in fairy tales, and I definitely hope my life was a fairy tale.

Sometimes I wonder why am I sent down to Earth. It's seriously meaningless.

因为爱 还是未知的未来.

(via definefashion)

went to ahma's house with danielle. thanks for accompanying me! :)

wow, time flies. it's like only yesterday when i first stepped into 2D. and now it's national day. come to think about it, secondary school life will be over for. streaming's coming soon. everybody's going to leave one another. hopefully the 4 of us will stay together, i really pray that.

hahaha, jiayou for streaming, it's like only two months plus away from streaming.
i shouldn't let anything distract me. i seriously shouldn't. but things won't let me off, they keep bugging me. whenever i set my mind on something, they have to change. is it me or is it you. i don't know. i'm damn fed up with all these shit.

and you, it's like i've finally given up on this, you just had to appear in my life. you just had to make me feel right. just had to make me feel that everything seems wonderful with you around. and you just had to make me smile every single time i see you. why? why must you appear?

sian, every single thing i've been thinking is about this. omg, seriously, WHY?!

H.

I’m sorry I constantly want to talk to you. I’m sorry when you take long to reply I get sad. I’m sorry if I say things that might piss you off. I’m sorry if I come off as annoying. I’m sorry if you don’t want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to you. I’m sorry if I think about you too much & too often. I’m sorry if I say things I don’t really mean. I’m sorry if I tell you about my pointless drama when you don’t really care. I’m sorry if I come off as being clingy, but its just me missing you.

You say "k" a lot and it looks as if you don't care, you say "lol" a lot and it looks as if you're faking, you reply so late and it looks as if you don't want to talk to me, I've always talked to you first and it looks as if you're getting annoyed. But that's alright with me, I just want you to know that even though I'm feeling sad by the way we talk to each other, even though I'm boring and annoying towards you, I want you to know that I'll always be there for you waiting because there isn't a day out there that I can go on without talking to you.

Ily,I really do, 49.

J FEDERATION.

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Thanks for being a small little red dot! :D
JJ's dedication for you! :)

I'm wondering if you'll ever know my blog, see all the posts I've written. and hopefully you'll know how much I miss you. and everything I do, i think of you.

J Generation.

Church today! :D It's been 87654321 times since I've actually listened to sermon.
Anyway, after cell today, went to watch SALT. It's super awesome but the ending ended abruptly. ):

After watching SALT, went back to expo for 'The day of His power'. the whole expo was like flooding with people la. many people from different churches. cool to the max. HAHA. prayed alot today! feel so anointed! :)

Jingyi and I saw the balloons at church. Then we're like small kids saying 'I want balloon la..' with that super sad face. in the end we got it from the Hospitality counter. Mine flew away while I was searching for my key. lol.

Anyway, fun day today! Sermon was great today too! Haha. yeah mom and me made up. LOL. Thanks to the sermon today. I think Jesus wants to tell us that we shouldn't quarrel about these. Heh.

Okay byeeeee!

-

I'm hoping if one day I see you, you'll talk to me. Aww, I miss you. You dont. Sad for me.

Yog.

Hi! Met Danielle at 12 plus. The first thing I got her to notice was my super swollen eyes. Wanted to go to the playground opposite school to play, but then the swing's gone. so we went to hub and walked around until 1. then went back to school for yog torch relay. argh yes it was boring walking around with an empty stomach. and my mood today was like !@%@$#&^#*@&%$. A little while I was happy then after that emo. then after that started giving people attitude. omg, super sorry to isabelle danielle zhiqi if i attitude-d you today. paiseh!

after that went to northpoint to eat lunch-cum-dinner. then took 851 to marina bay. lol. stopped at the wrong bus stop and we were like some blur mouses finding their way back home, or rather, the float.

after walking around and asking people where to go, we finally reached our destination! (: YOG opening ceremony rehearsal. when we reached there, we were led by some sec one student leaders there. after that started waiting.......... finally it started.

omg i can srsly tell you the bitches behind us are like srsly damn noisy. -.- and they still have the cheek to say that we're when they're actually like 9876543 times more noisier than us.

okay anw, back home. had a fun day with belle dan qi. ps for my super lousy mood today!

-

tell them what i hoped, would be, impossible ~
i should stop feeling that way. i'm trying my best.

anw, i think i'll really move to my dad's house. yeah thank god it's after commontests that all these happened.

Take me to somewhere far away from home.

"I hope the exit is joyful - and I hope never to return" - Frida Kahlo

Remember a few years ago? You chased me out of house. You used skotch tape to tape my mouth, dragged me on the floor, slapped my face, shouted at me telling me that 'i dont have a daughter like you'. after that, i moved to dad's house. you asked me to come back, saying you're sorry. telling me you wont do that anymore. i didn't want to forgive you then, but after that i did.

thinking back, we've really spent alot of times together, happy times, sad times, angry times, everything. i hate to say that, but both of us changed. you weren't the caring mother you used to be, and i'm not that good girl i used to be.

perhaps, God wants us to learn something from this incident. you dont need me in your life. and maybe i dont need yours to.

you asked me to stay then, and now you're chasing me away again. remember this, mark my words, if i'm leaving this time, i'll never come back again. hopefully you wouldn't remember this unfilial chiild.

all the best mom, to tell the truth, i never hated you at all. i spoke all those words out of anger. i'm sorry to let you down times and times again. and you know i'll never be like the past. neither will you. i'm sorry i'm a lousy daughter, always making you angry and making you sad. i'm sorry. i love you.

Mom: where's that innocent little good girl in the past? the one whose always smiling and the one that everybody loved.
Me: She's dead. She'll never be like the past.

Goodbye.

you're my heartheartheartheart heartbreaker.

Hello, today was a fun day with Isabelle and Zhiqi! :D
After school, they came my house, then, we went to Seoul Garden for lunch, from 12-2.30, HAHAHA. Damn cool. Super full after eating. then we walked around. Talked about our future, and everything we wanted to buy. The schools we want to go, the class we want to go. Love you guys, :)

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I look funny here. Zhiqi look so cute!

constipated! isabelle&zhiqi so cute! :D


Bullies >:(



Okay the pictures from Seoul Garden will be uploaded someday later :)

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I miss you. Everyday I've got the temptation to sms you first, but I didn't. God, I dont know how much I can hold on to this anymore. Please take me away.

"If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go."

Yesterday you said you loved me, today you're cold towards me, tomorrow you have a girlfriend.

Hello guys, my name is Recheena! (created by the girls)

PE this morning was GREAT. :D It's been awhile since I've actually took part in PE Lessons.

Art and Home Econs paper were okay. Hahaha.
After school, went to hub. Had mac with my girls, (say hi to mommy!) and starting being high with them. It's like, for one moment we're very hyper, then after that we started talking about streaming. Worrying that we might not go to the same class next year. Everybody started emo-ing then after that planned for tomorrow's outing. So tomorrow, badminton+basketball+fun @ Isabelle's house. Planned to bake, but her mom dont allow. So... decided to have fun.

Danielle: *Hits me*
Regina: OI. why hit me!
Isabelle: so are you feeling humiliated now?
Regina: no, i'm feeling horny.
Isabelle: WHAT THE HELL?!

then they all started laughing. after that danielle showed me her ezlink card that never fails to make me laugh. :D After 5 minutes when everybody's quiet...

Regina: eh isabelle. how, i still feel horny.
Isabelle: *:O look*, danielle hit her somemore!

Seriously we're like some mad women at mac, but it was fun though, who cares about all these nonsense. :)

After that, went to buy tickets for the sorcerer's apprentice. (p/s: only me and danielle watched) then all 4 of us went to FairpriceXtra to walk around, waste time and have fun. LOL!

Btw, the Sorcerer's apprentice was awesome :)

Anyway girls, let's jiayou alright! We MUST go to the same class. We MUST be together! Jiayou jiayou jiayou! Love all of you! <3

Pictures shall be uploaded soon! :D

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I finally got to talk to you, it wasn't anything sweet, but I felt happy. Do you? Nah.

Overall for CTs this term.

Well, people have been asking me, how was commontest.
To speak the truth, it was quite easy. Wasn't that difficult that I thought it would be.
And the truth is, compared to streaming, this is nothing man, streaming papers would be x123456789 more harder.

English is scary, whenever you think that you'll get high marks because the passage and question is easy, it's the other way round. Well, I shan't pin my hopes on English. Because I know I'll do badly for English.

Maths, science, chinese, art, home econs was fine. Literature seems easy but I dont understand the questions, so it's impossible yeah.

Well, commontests are over now. shall work harder for streaming that's coming like, soon. -.-

不为谁掉眼泪,

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Hello, maths was fine today. Well Literature, LOL, I guess I'll fail but I dont really give a damn. Tomorrow's the last two papers, after that I'll be free. Home econs and Art.
Tomorrow we shall sing our 经典老歌, hor Zhiqi! (: Anyway, today something super xiasuey happened. Thank God that there were Huimin's friends to tell me about it, if not I wont know it. Thanks! (:
Shall go out with Danielle, Isabelle and Zhiqi tomorrow! <3

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You'll never know how long have you been running through my mind, every single thing i do, i think of you. You'll never know how much I want to see you. You'll never know anything.
426934,

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪,

12356780.

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Fly back, please.
426934, I miss you.
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Hellohello! Science and Chinese papers was fine!! :) I think I can pass la! :D
Shall mug for the last killer paper, maths tomorrow. Hopefully it's gonna be easy. :)

Me shall study at 7. :D Jiayou Regina. :D

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Aw I love you. Do you? No. Get away from my mind.

Did you ever knew?

"I dont know how to be strong"

You dont know that you're the one running through my mind every single day. You dont know I'm thinking of you every second. You dont know I'm tired of waiting for you. You dont know how am I feeling. You dont know how bad I felt to see all those past chats we had together. You dont know how happy I was then. You dont know anything. 49, I miss you, please be like the past.
Stop running in my head, aren't you tired? Well, I am.

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English paper & Geography paper was moderate today. Guess I'll get super low marks for English, again. After exam today me and Zhiqi was like zi high-ing. HAHAHA. We're like happy birds. But then, tomorrow's gonna be a day of hell. Chinese and Science. Yeah I better buck up on my Chinese if not Wangzhuo will use this as an excuse against me again. 3 more days and I'll be free. Jiayou. :)

I'm starting to lose faith in every single thing I do. It's just totally bullshit. Oh screw this. Shall go and study now. :)

Now that she's gone.

我是JJ, 喜欢听音乐，牧羊座

Everybody hands up.

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Tomorrow's gonna be hell. Damn it. Jiayou everybody. Hopefully all these revision can help me.
MIA from Monday-Thursday, shall study like shit, hiphiphooray!

如果我说爱我没有如果

Hi. I realised I was already a naughty girl in Secondary 1. I'm thinking. The teacher's first impression of me must be 'Wah, this girl seems to be very guai' but after they get to know me, 'This girl's so rebellious, devil.' I look very guai because of my face okay. I'm not a Chaoahlian. HAHAHA.

Wah, i think i should start being a goodgirl. If not people say I ahlian. And actually I'm guai like siao one okay! :D

Yayy, I thank God for me and Woof's friendship. Loveya, (:

Bitch.

HAHAHA nice one Felicia, I totally support you.

IN YOUR FACE TERI KOH XUE NING.

you're so pathetic, just 8 months in school, and so many people hate you. you should be honoured man. (:

ohya i totally heck care whether you're Chinhong's stead now. Stop acting like you're so big oh-so-whatever. Fuck your guts. You wanna insult us. Go ahead. But say it straight in front of us, dont have to say it behind our backs. Fuck off man seriously.

Sometimes I really wonder, Chinhong's eyes got wash properly not. Or isit because he started wearing contacts and that makes his eyes smaller. Seriously fucking stupid to have such a stead. I mean SERIOUSLY okay. I totally lost all my respect for you. Thank God the relationship then didn't last.

Kindly fuck off, bitch.I totally lost all my respect for you. Thank God the relationship then didn't last. Fuck off.

During band camp, 'Oh you're Regina uh, wah, chio leh you' It's fucking hilarious I swear. Right Zhiqi?