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I'm so tired of my life.
I'm actually anticipating for the day when I'll die I guess it'll be the happiest day of my life. Or maybe it's because I'm feeling like this now. Then, I'll be finally gone. I'll finally be able to let go of the things I've been trying to hide all along. All those unhappiness will be gone. And when will that be? God please take me away.

I'll be better in a few hours time. It happens all the time.