me.

i just want to be a little better, a little smarter, a little nicer, a little friendlier, a little more confidence, a little cuter, a little prettier.

i just need to be a little better. a better person.

i don't like this. i really hate it. there's many things going on.

like what i've said, i never expected all these to happen, especially during this period. you should obviously know that i treasure you more than anything else. and it's true, it's mushy but i'm speaking my mind. i know i'm a major hypocrite and a failure in whatever other shits but i'm not joking about this. i hope you'll know this, my dear friend over here. i don't know if you're going to read about this or not. but i really treasure everything we had together and i don't like what's happening now. it's like, we totally forgotten the promise we made to each other. what's this, i don't like it. i really don't.

we should've known.