我不要

I can hardly breathe, I can't catch my breathe. I feel tired, worn out. I can't handle this. I thought I could, but I can't. I thought I was strong enough to face this but I'm not. I'm really really really tired. I can't do this anymore. It's so tiring. I feel like dying. I don't wanna do this anymore.

I don't like all these shit that's happening to me. Every obstacle every distraction. I don't like myself. I can't do anything right. It's super tiring trying to live every single day. Nobody knows how I feel. Yeah right, I can pour out every single thing to my friends. If I could, I'll do it long time ago.

I wanna give up on myself. I probably should.