Streaming, EOY.

Next week is the first paper. English Paper 1 & 2, Chinese Paper 1 & 2. Jiayou 2D, Jiayou everybody. :)

不让这些眼泪白流

相信无敌，相信无限，相信明天
明天会更好.

Science test tomorrow. Shall treat it as a pre-exam revision. I'm so tired I need a kit kat. Thank you Alvan for keeping me entertained this few days although you always fall asleep halfway when we text and being lame most of the times. Thank you very much. :)

and Jerome's being lame now. Ohmy. I love all my friends. :)

Whxn, 真的.
I just want to know how you feel.
49.

我不要

I can hardly breathe, I can't catch my breathe. I feel tired, worn out. I can't handle this. I thought I could, but I can't. I thought I was strong enough to face this but I'm not. I'm really really really tired. I can't do this anymore. It's so tiring. I feel like dying. I don't wanna do this anymore.

I don't like all these shit that's happening to me. Every obstacle every distraction. I don't like myself. I can't do anything right. It's super tiring trying to live every single day. Nobody knows how I feel. Yeah right, I can pour out every single thing to my friends. If I could, I'll do it long time ago.

I wanna give up on myself. I probably should.

我不是一定要你回来.

(via rainbowsandhippos)

Chinese oral today. I was speaking incoherently. I don't think the teacher understand what the crapz I'm talking. Screw the maths test yesterday, thank myself for not studying the day before yesterday. I must continue to buck up on my studies. TGIF today. I need a break, before I can continue to mug for EOYs.

Damn it my laptop still cant work. Pls recover soon laptop you've been sleeping for about 3 weeks.

Note to self: Download 李玖哲's new album when the laptop's working.
October's coming. I don't feel happy at all.

:)

Hello jumbo! I dont know what to say to you leh. Er. You're very friendly except for today. Dare to say you don't know me! Okay la anyway, I dunno whose your stead now. So hmmmm, last long!

You dont even care.

I'm a lazygirl96 and imlazytoblog. Well I shall spend my time wisely by studying. I shall indulge myself in studying and maths ~

goodbye threewishes, see you after my eoy.
i miss you, do you?

Demoralized.

I'm a lousy friend a lousy daughter a lousy sister a lousy grand-daughter a lousy cellmate a lousy classmate a lousy student a lousy EVERYTHING. I suck. I hate myself. I'm a failure in everything. Bye. Fuck my life.

I'm sorry, Jesus, i'm not a good person.

我知道我的一切你已不想要,

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.

Dear ex-boyfriend/love/crush,
last long with your stead now. dont let her anyhow bark at people hor. -.-

I lost my English Comprehension. gg.com.sg.

Wow Chase.

Wow chase was awesome. :)

1. we had to carry frogs using our hands and run thru the forest walk for one station.
2. for forfeit, jingyi had to put honey on my forehead and my cheeks, then put honeystars on it. and they had to like, use their mouth and eat it from my face! damn ticklish!
3. we had to carry worms. ew right!
4. we had to eat wastsabi bread. ew to the maximum.

nevertheless, it was fun with cell. :) sorry jingyi for this morning! :x and hehehehehe that thing was so hilarious :p


Letter 6 — A stranger.

Dear strangers(?), okay i've met alot of strangers today. i damn hyper today la. see every stranger then say hi. and we took pictures and highfived strangers cus we need to finish our 'things to do' heh. it's fun. so what should i say... strangers are awesome! especially angmohs! they damn enthusiastic ^^

ohimy, i wished you were here.

Hey cell.

Hello cell. You guys are awesome. :)

Band's fun today at HuaYi, but we very xiasuey over there, seriously, hahaha. Made a new friend there!! ^^

There's band tomorrow again. :) It's tiring but well, I can handle this.

Hi there, I miss you.

Letter 5 - Your recent dream.
I had a weird dream a few days ago. Only Isabelle Danielle and Jingyi knows it. Hahaha somehow I hope it's true. But well like what Isabelle said, dreams are one's desires. I want it but it'll never happen. Well. It's dumb having this dream anyway. But at least I had at least 5 minutes of happiness in my dream. I guess I was smiling too.

Mixed emotions.

What's wrong with my laptop! ): It's so laggy. I need to fix it man. ):
Anw using mom's lappy now. Thank God we have 2 laptops at home man.
Okay there's huayi exchange tml and idw to go man. We go there like, xiasuey only lor.

Anw i still need to fix my laptop. Help me help me!
Sian. I feel weird w/o going to school. I miss school..................
I dont feel good man.

There are so many things I wanna say, so many things I wanna shout out. I feel weird, i feel stupid waiting. I feel dumb. I dont feel good. Fml.

爱与希望

Hello! BBQ was fun yesterday! Hehhh i'm blogging thru iPod touch cus my comp crashed! ): hopefully it'll be fine! I'm at kbox now with Danielle :) singing JJ's songs and her Alex Fong's songs. I love JJ :D

anw, fourth letter - your sibling (or closest relative)
Dearest brother, you're the best brother I ever had. Please grow up, how old alr still making Ahma worry about you. Tsk @ you. Anyway, the shoe you gave me broke, so please please please buy me another pair k. See how much I love you. And hehehehe my birthday is next month. *hinthint* you should know what I mean uh!!!! Heehee. I love you kkk. Please last long with Wanyu Jiejie :D

Withlove, your dearest sister Regina :D

)':

Emo.
I dont feel good enough.
I miss you.
Somebody please kill me. I hate this feeling.

All or Nothing.

(via papertissue)

I didn't manage to study yesterday cus I was too tired. I slept for 12 hours and I'm still very tired. Arghzxc I need to study.

I shall camp at home today. And study study study. Jiayou~

Letter 3 - Your parents.

Dear mommy, thanks for being there for me. Although sometimes you make me feel like killing you (LOL) but you know I always love you right! Thanks for taking care of me. Thanks for everything :)

Dear daddy, thanks for being there for me too! :) I love you. Thanks for everything. ^^

Holidays.

Hello. Today's the last day of the term. Holidays are here, but I dont feel the holiday mood at all. Holidays are not holidays for me at all. Everyday hardcore studying and cca cca and more cca. I'm going to burst like a balloon man, I'll die someday I cant hold on to these anymore.

Nevermind Regina. It's only approximately one month to eoy. You better start studying harder. Stop playing stop procrastinating stop being lazy.

Band was fine today. Angie, Jinghui and Chester said I looked pale today. Prolly due to lack of sleep and hungriness.

Oh ya, I got my report book today. 4As, 2Bs, 2Cs, I better start working hard to let all these Cs become Bs and Bs become As.

Letter number 2: Your Crush.

Dear you, I hope you're living your life happily now. Hahaha, good luck for your exams okay. I hope we'll be the same as last time. But it's kinda impossible, and I dare not to dream of that. Anyway, you should know how much I miss and how much I love you. Thanks for the memories, I'll always treasure it and keep it in my heart. Goodluck, and I love you.

K, I'm done here. I'm off to do my holiday assignments. !&^&@!*@&%@.

Day #1.

Since I'm done for the day, I shall write the first letter. :)
First letter - Best friend ♥

Hello best friend, how have you been? I miss you damn badly. I want to meet you soon so I can pour out my troubles. It's killing me. I'm sure you have alot of things to tell me too right ^^ Although we're in different school, we'll still be close okay! Anything still can sms me or call me okay! I'll be here for you! I love you best friend. Take care alright! See you on 16th! ♥


Withlove, ReginaMeow♥

^^

30 letters.
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your recent dream
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror.

I know I should study now but then, I shall do this hehehehehe. :)
I shall start tomorrow. :)

你不会你不会你不会不心疼, 我拒绝被看见的泪

We cling to music, to poems, to quotes, to writing, to art because we desperately do not want to be alone. We want to know we aren’t going crazy & someone else out there knows exactly how you’re feeling. We want someone to explain the things we can’t.
(via raindropsonredroses)

Geog test was fine today. I still dont understand any shit of science, and I finally understood maths ^^ PE was awesome today, but for dont know what reason I'm very violent today, and I hurt Zhiqi's finger. I'm so sorry ):<

After school waited for Danielle and went to ThomsonPlaza to study. Heh heh thanks for teaching me a little bit of science ^^

I dont want to care about anything alr. I should be thinking of streaming streaming and streaming instead of all these. Every single thing I do I think of all those things that happened in the past. Argh God pls stop it. I will go crazy someday if all these memories continue to haunt.

I shall go and study now. Jiayou. (:

happykid96@hotmail.com (:

Da jia ni hao. Wo bei hui le yi dian dian de geography. wo shi kai xin de xiao hai zi :)
wo zhi dao wo hen lame, but hao guo wo emo right. hehehe.

please let it rain tomorrow. i wanna go classroom.

Agriculture.

In the end, didn't meet with Zhiqi because mom don't allow me to go to her house, she said too far ):< But, I went to Thomson Plaza to study with Danielle. Hehz.

It suddenly came to me, from God I guess, that I should treat my friends better from today onwards. Thank God for my friends. :)

Okay, I'm off to study Agriculture nownownow :) Goodluck 2D for tomorrow's test! :)

Happy Teachers Day.

To all wonderful teachers, happy teachers day :)
Meeting @Zhiqizhiqi later to study :)

Ohya, 2D, there's geography test tml, please study for it! it's on agriculture :) Oh geeeezx I have so many things to catch up with. Science Maths Geography. I must stop procrastinating and start studying nownownow.

September.

#septemberwish there's so many things for me to wish for. but i guess the most important thing now is for me to get closer to God, and to forget you.

I'm excited for September. There are so many events approaching.
Cell BBQ, Wow Chase, Huayi band exchange, holidays.

And soon it'll be eoy. Everybody, good luck :)