你要离开,我知道很简单.

I want to forget every single thing.
I'm studying geography now. I can memorise a little bit already.

I'm not happy. Thanks so much. For making me fall so deep and ended up with this shit.

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Anyway, thanks Carina for motivating me to study! THANKS TWINNY! ♥
Finished with Geog, once and for all. Thank God I managed to pull through this.

Oh, it's August alr. Remember it?

Saranghaeyo, means I love you, 代表着我, 离不开你.

Hi I still cant concentrate oh fuck myself to the max.

Bloghopped.

Please take me away to somewhere where reality isn't that harsh and where my heart feels no sense of absurdity, fear, hopelessness, uneasiness. It's a fucking torture and it's draining every bits of optimism away. At times like this, i pray so hard for someone to step forward, hold me in my hand and escape from the cruel reality. Anyone will do.

I'm like a song without a soul.

(via papertissue)

Hello! I'm going to study the whole day today. Jiayou jiayou. Hopefully I wont get to think about anything that affects me. Anyway, tomorrow's August. I remember the promise we've made. I think you forgotten it. But I'll always remember. Goodluck for everything. I love you.

宣布爱你的人就是我, hey!

My hair is damn short now. Kind of regretted cutting it but well. There's no turning back.

I missed the old you. Seriously please be like the past. I dont like the coldness now. It hurts. Seriously. I want the old you back. I dont like the new you. Or maybe I'm thinking too much. Maybe you never changed. I just missed the old you and I loved the old you better.

Oh ya. Zhiqi, I cant help but to get reminded of SW's stoned face when he's sitting beside me. Like wtf only. As if I'm going to eat him up or something. I'm not that fierce right. I'm just noisy -___-

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有.

(via papertissue)

Hello. School's boring today. Wangzhuo changed our seats. Yeah how great, I'm sitting beside a guy. And I dont know him. When he changed seats with Zhiqi I was like. Huh wtf. And then he moved the table away from me and didn't even touch the table. I was like. Wth, zzz. Need like that meh. -.-

Then Chikiat told me that sitting next to him was a bore.

Oh right. It's freaking unfair that Wangzhuo actually changed our seats. Wtf, everyone is talking, but she only changed Zhiqi's seat. Wth, and this weird guy beside me. I rather 2 hours detention everyday than to sit beside him. BORING.

Literature wasn't that good either. It was just funny when Benjamin only asked me to hand up the work. And I replied 'why only ask me, never ask the rest' and he said 'because you're exceptionally noisy'. then i was thinking, 'wtf?' then i replied him 'i say i want go toilet urine you dont let. i only want urine ma where got noisy' and he let me off.

After school, ate in school and went home to put all my books down and went back to school for CCA. Ohyeah I was super pissed off with mommy. -.- This morning my throat was super....... you know. then after that i said i didn't want to go CCA. because i'm really tired and she fucking dont believe me. Forget it. -.-

Band was okay today. Heehee. Bused home with Danielle after that. Thanks for waiting for me girl! (: And damn it, I fell down while chasing that damn ChesterCheong. He's like so retarded only!! HAHAHA. Super funny :D

Somehow I think i know that passerby that tagged my blog. Dunno why. My instincts LOL. Okay nevermind. I want to see you so badly. LOL. But then I know it'll hurt more so I rather not.

Sweet conspiracy.

I'm revising my science. Looking through the assessment books and the notes, surprising I can actually answer most of the questions. Which means it's a good thing. :D

And I'm listening to JJ's songs while revising. Motivation ♥
I'm listening to his old songs. But both his new and old songs are very very nice. Love to the max! (:

okay continue to 加油! 林俊杰陪着你! ♥
Anyway, i love Jingyi! (:

Thank God for my mother.

我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了

I am not the most popular girl around. I may not be the smartest kid in school. I got picked on when I was younger. I am incredibly awkward and I am not comfortable in any social situation. I shy away from opportunities because I am afraid. I am the queen of rumination and I worry a lot. I get emotionally attached way too easily and I hide behind fake smiles. I am probably going to be one of the most difficult person you’ll ever meet.

But I can guarantee you one thing. I am a good friend, a good listener, and I will be your shoulder to cry on. I will hold your hand through your darkest hour. Even if you don’t feel like talking, I will sit with you in comfortable silence. I will never judge you based on what you have done and I will be there when you need me. And if you so let me, I will love you with all my heart. No questions asked.

Everything will be okay because I've got you.

• Her: The thing is, you will never ever lose me. No matter what happens, no matter what people say, no matter how much I pretend that I do not care. You will always be my best friend and my favorite person.
• Him: And you will always be mine. Forever and a day plus one. And though you drive me absolutely insane at times, I'll find myself running back to you. Always.
• Her: That's how it's always been and how we will always be. We will be okay, you know that right?
• Him: I do. That's why I'm here. That's why I'm not running and hiding. I know everything will be okay because I've got you.

(via raindropsonredroses)

你冷了倦了我哭了离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着有些爱只给到这真的痛了.

Hello there, I paid attention in class again! :D Anyway started reading 'My sister's keeper'. Thanks Qiaozhen for lending me the book. Hehehe.

Anyway, today's a fine day. Studied with Zhiqi and Danielle after school at Northpoint's library. I feel damn happy because I've finished my maths assignment during the study date today. Hehe, you know... I dont usually study when I'm in the library. I'll just fall asleep there. So yeah thank God.

By the way, on the way back home, Danielle and I heard somebody singing 'Baby are you up up up up up'. Then we started laughing. After that, on the bus we started changing the lyrics for 'Baby'. Super funny.

TODAY, I saw you in school. Boohoo. I felt like seeing you but at the same time I dont feel like. Contradicting myself ain't it. Anyway I dont feel good whenever I see you. Precisely that's why I asked Danielle to pull me away. Yeah thanks alot. Making my life miserable. Thanks so much man.

It's more to mission impossible.

I dont know what to do. ):

Take me as I am.

I'm a good girl today. I paid attention in almost every single class (except chinese)
I feel damn accomplished, seriously, because I've read 2 books in 2 days, and it's been a while since I've read. I mean seriously, like 1 year or something? LOL. Anyway I must thank Zhiqi Woof for lending me her storybooks, because i dont have any single storybook, except that Charlie and the Chocolate Factory which I've read for like what, 10 times, pathetic yeah.

Band was fine today. Nothing much though, was reading Zhiqi's book when I have nothing much to play and we learnt 'Nobody' today.

So now, after dinner I shall start revising again. I think my mind's pretty much cleared up thanks to God. Prolly due to reading too, not thinking too much nowadays. So, no more procrastinating and start on your revision now, Regina, 5 more days to CTs and after that you can relax for a little while again. Anyway, jiayou everybody :)

It's hard to forget but I will. It's more like infatuation to love.

我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙.

Hi.


I'm damn pissed with 1D. I mean seriously. So what if they're sec 1, 了不起 huh. Sec 1 only step one big shit. Say people retarded, why dont you say about yourself first. Full of bitches and dogs. cant stand only la. If you have any comments about our class, just speak up. If you have no guts, just keep it to yourself. If you dare, why not come to 2D and tell us straight in the face that you're not happy with us. Dont have to just say about me and Zhiqi. Yeah your class was in the wrong for coming to OUR class and take our stuffs to throw, without our permission some more. Plus, you guys didn't even apologise. So what now, we're in the wrong for telling our teacher? Seriously, *points infinity of middle fingers* freak you. You think you're very big yeah. But in actual fact, you're nothing. So what if you're Sec 1, hell, we're older than you. So freaking show us some respect please. dogs.

Especially you Teri Koh, nobody offended you okay. You dont even have the rights of calling me/Zhiqi retarded when you're one bitch yourself. The pot calling the kettle black. Plus we didn't talk to you at all, me and Zhiqi didn't even commented on how GREAT your class was and you're like, insulting us. Freak you. And your boyfriend is seriously damn..... Aw shit man. I feel like puking at the sight of you two together. -'-

Okay i shan't rant on all these shit. Band today was tiring. Marching for the whole day.

Ohyeah i didn't say any vulgarities did i? anyway we are not like them, we're much more civilised. hahahahahheheehhohoho.

Goodbye I'll forget.

说了再见才发现再也见不到.

Hi I'm back to blogger.
New blog, new life. I'll only let closer friends know about this url :)